Again

(ｉｈａｖｅｎｔｂｅｅｎｍｙｓｅｌｆｌａｔｅｌｙ)

I haven't been myself lately,

(ｉｄｏｎｔｂｌａｍｅｙｏｕ)

I don't blame you

(ｆｏｒｎｏｔｗａｎｔｉｎｇｔｏｓｔａｙ)

for not wanting to stay.

(ｓａｙｉｎｇｔｈｉｎｇｔｈａｔｉｄｏｎｔｍｅａｎ)

Saying thing that I don't mean,

(ｎｏｔｍｅａｎｉｎｇｗｈａｔｉｓａｙ)

Not meaning what I say.

(ｗｈｅｎｉｔｓｇｏｏｄｉｔｓｓｏｇｏｏｄ)

When it's good, it's so good,

(ｗｈｅｎｉｔｓｂａｄｉｔｓｓｏｂａｄ)

When it's bad, it's SO BAD.

(ｍａｙｂｅｉｒｅａｌｌｙｈａｖｅｇｏｎｅｍａｄ)

"Maybe I REALLY have gone mad!"

(ｗｈａｔａｍｉｓｕｐｐｏｓｅｄｔｏｓａｙ)

What am I supposed to say,

(ｗｈｅｎｉｅｎｄｕｐｄｒｉｖｉｎｇ)

when I end up driving

(ｅｖｅｒｙｏｎｅａｗａｙ)

everyone away?

(ｃａｕｓｅｉａｍｏｎｆｉｒｅ)

Cause, I am on fire,

(ａｃｒｙｉｎｇｂｕｒｎｉｎｇｌｉａｒ)

A crying, burning liar,

(ｓｅｅｉｎｇｎｏｔｈｉｎｇｎｏｔｈｉｎｇｂｕｔｍｙｓｅｌｆ)

Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,

(ａｎｄｉｍｔｈｅｏｎｅｗｉｔｈｔｈｅｌｉｇｈｔｅｒ)

And I'm the one with the lighter

(ｅｖｅｒｙｉｎｃｈｏｆｍｅｉｓｃｈａｒｒｅｄ)

Every inch of me is charred,

(ｇｏｄｗｈａｔｈａｐｐｅｎｅｄｔｏｍｙｈｅａｒｔ)

God, what happened to my heart?

(ｉｍａｂｏｕｔｔｏｆａｌｌａｐａｒｔ)

I'm about to fall apart,

(ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ)

again, again

(ａｎｄｙｏｕｒｅｎｅｖｅｒｃｏｍｉｎｇｂａｃｋ)

And you're never coming back,

(ａｎｄｉｍｎｏｔｏｋａｙｗｉｔｈｔｈａｔ)

And I'm not okay with that,

(ａｎｄｉｓｈｏｕｌｄｖｅｎｅｖｅｒｌｅｔｍｙｓｅｌｆ)

and I should've never let myself

(ｇｅｔａｔｔａｃｈｅｄ)

get attached,

(ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ)

again, again

(ｗｈａｔｓｄｏｎｅｉｓｄｏｎｅ)

What's done is done,

(ａｎｄｎｏｔｈｉｎｇｓｇｏｎｎａｃｈａｎｇｅ)

And nothing's gonna change.

(ｉｓｈｏｕｌｄｂｅｍｏｖｉｎｇｏｎ)

I should be moving on,

(ｂｕｔｉｓｔｉｌｌｆｅｅｌｔｈｅｓａｍｅ)

But I still feel the same.

(ａｎｄｉｔｓｌｉｋｅｅｖｅｒｙｄａｙ)

And it's like every day

(ｉｓａｆｉｇｈｔｆｏｒｍｙｌｉｆｅ)

is a fight for my life

(ｔｏｇｅｔｓｏｍｅｓｅｌｆｃｏｎｔｒｏｌ)

to get some self control,

(ａｎｄｗｈｅｎｙｏｕｖｅｆｏｒｇｏｔｔｅｎｗｈｏｉａｍ)

And when you've forgotten who I am,

(ｉｔｊｕｓｔｆｅｅｌｓｉｔｊｕｓｔｆｅｅｌｓ)

it just feels, it just feels...

(ｉｍｎｏｂｏｄｙａｔａｌｌ)

I'm nobody at all.

(ｉｌｏｓｔｍｙｓｅｌｆｈｉｔｔｉｎｇｔｈｅｇｒｏｕｎｄ)

I lost myself hitting the ground,

(ｉｔｒｉｅｄｔｏｓｃｒｅａｍａｎｄｍａｄｅｏｎｓｏｕｎｄ)

I tried to scream and made on sound.

(ｉｓｈｏｕｌｄｈａｖｅｋｎｏｗｎ)

I should have known,

(ｉｔｗａｓｎｏｕｓｅｔｏｔｒｙａｎｄｒｕｎ)

It was no use to try and run

(ｆｒｏｍｔｈｅｃｙｃｌｅｏｆａｂｕｓｅ)

from the cycle of abuse,

(ｔｈｅｃｙｃｌｅｏｆａｂｕｓｅ)

the cycle of abuse

(ｉａｍｏｎｆｉｒｅ)

I am on fire,

(ａｃｒｙｉｎｇｂｕｒｎｉｎｇｌｉａｒ)

A crying, burning liar,

(ｓｅｅｉｎｇｎｏｔｈｉｎｇｎｏｔｈｉｎｇｂｕｔｍｙｓｅｌｆ)

Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,

(ａｎｄｉｍｔｈｅｏｎｅｗｉｔｈｔｈｅｌｉｇｈｔｅｒ)

And I'm the one with the lighter

(ｅｖｅｒｙｉｎｃｈｏｆｍｅｉｓｃｈａｒｒｅｄ)

Every inch of me is charred,

(ｇｏｄｗｈａｔｈａｐｐｅｎｅｄｔｏｍｙｈｅａｒｔ)

God, what happened to my heart?

(ｉｍａｂｏｕｔｔｏｆａｌｌａｐａｒｔ)

I'm about to fall apart,

(ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ)

again, again

(ａｎｄｙｏｕｒｅｎｅｖｅｒｃｏｍｉｎｇｂａｃｋ)

And you're never coming back,

(ａｎｄｉｍｎｏｔｏｋａｙｗｉｔｈｔｈａｔ)

And I'm not okay with that,

(ａｎｄｉｓｈｏｕｌｄｖｅｎｅｖｅｒｌｅｔｍｙｓｅｌｆｇｅｔ)

and I should've never let myself get

(ｅｖｅｒｙｉｎｃｈｏｆｍｅｉｓｃｈａｒｒｅｄ)

Every inch of me is charred,

(ｇｏｄｗｈａｔｈａｐｐｅｎｅｄｔｏｍｙｈｅａｒｔ)

God, what happened to my heart?

(ｉｍａｂｏｕｔｔｏｆａｌｌａｐａｒｔ)

I'm about to fall apart,

(ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ)

again, again

(ａｎｄｙｏｕｒｅｎｅｖｅｒｃｏｍｉｎｇｂａｃｋ)

And you're never coming back,

(ａｎｄｉｍｎｏｔｏｋａｙｗｉｔｈｔｈａｔ)

And I'm not okay with that,

(ａｎｄｉｓｈｏｕｌｄｖｅｎｅｖｅｒｌｅｔｍｙｓｅｌｆ)

and I should've never let myself

(ｇｅｔａｔｔａｃｈｅｄ)

get attached,

(ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ)

again, again