Too Many Thoughts

(I got too many thoughts in my head again) I got too many thoughts in my head again (I was quiet, but now it's loud again) I was quiet, but now it's loud again (I was fine for a little while) I was fine for a little while (Now I'm back in it somehow again) Now I'm back in it somehow again (I don't even know what started it) I don't even know what started it (Nothing big, nothing obvious, but it keeps getting bigger now) Nothing big, nothing obvious, but it keeps getting bigger now (Even though it's all in my head) Even though it's all in my head (I be thinking things I shouldn't think) I be thinking things I shouldn't think (Turning small stuff into everything) Turning small stuff into everything (Every second got me questioning things I never needed questioning) Every second got me questioning things I never needed questioning (I try to keep it simple but it never stays that way) I try to keep it simple but it never stays that way (Every time I let it go, it just finds another way) Every time I let it go, it just finds another way (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (I don't know where they start) I don't know where they start (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (Now they pulling me apart) Now they pulling me apart (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (I was fine for a while) I was fine for a while (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (Now I'm back in my mind yeah) Now I'm back in my mind yeah (I don't like when it gets like this) I don't like when it gets like this (I just wish I could pause real quick) I just wish I could pause real quick (Everything feels too intense) Everything feels too intense (Even things that don't make sense) Even things that don't make sense (I don't want to talk it out) I don't want to talk it out (I don't even know how) I don't even know how (I just sit and let it spin till I'm tired of it now) I just sit and let it spin till I'm tired of it now (Every second feel too loud) Every second feel too loud (Even in a quiet crowd) Even in a quiet crowd (I just try to shut it down but it never works somehow) I just try to shut it down but it never works somehow (I be trying not to care but it's always still there) I be trying not to care but it's always still there (Even when I say I'm good, it just shows up out of nowhere) Even when I say I'm good, it just shows up out of nowhere (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (I don't know where they start) I don't know where they start (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (Now they pulling me apart) Now they pulling me apart (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (I was fine for a while) I was fine for a while (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (Now I'm back in my mind yeah) Now I'm back in my mind yeah (I think too much) I think too much (I know I do) I know I do (I try to stop but I don't know how to) I try to stop but I don't know how to (I think too much) I think too much (It never ends) It never ends (I feel okay, then it starts again) I feel okay, then it starts again (I think too much) I think too much (It gets too loud) It gets too loud (Even when I'm in a crowd) Even when I'm in a crowd (I think too much) I think too much (I let it stay till it slowly fades away) I let it stay till it slowly fades away (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (I don't know where they start) I don't know where they start (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (Now they pulling me apart) Now they pulling me apart (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (I was fine for a while) I was fine for a while (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (Now I'm back in my mind yeah) Now I'm back in my mind yeah (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (I don't know where they start) I don't know where they start (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (Now they pulling me apart) Now they pulling me apart (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (I was fine for a while) I was fine for a while (Too many thoughts) Too many thoughts (Now I'm back in my mind) Now I'm back in my mind