I'm Not Ok

(ｍｙ　ｌａｓｔ　ｓｍｉｌｅ　ｗａｓ　ａ　ｗｈｉｌｅ　ａｇｏ) My last smile was a while ago (ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｓｈｏｗ　ｙｏｕ　ｍｙ　ｆｅａｒｓ　ａｎｄ) I can show you my fears and (ｈｏｗ　ｗｉｌｄ　ｉ　ｇｏ) how wild I go (ｉ　ｇｏｔ　ｔａｔｔｏｏ　ｔｅａｒ　ｏｎ　ｍｙ　ｍｉｎｄ　ｉ　ｋｎｏｗ) I got tattoo tear on my mind I know (ｔｈａｔ　ｔｈｅｙ’ｒｅ　ｍｙ　ｆａｖｏｒｉｔｅ) That they're my favorite (ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ’ｓ　ｃｈａｎｇｉｎｇ) Everything's changing (ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ　ｓｔａｙｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｓａｍｅ) Nothing stays the same (ｂｕｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｈｅａｒｔ　ｂｒｅａｋ　ｈｏｌｅ　ｉｎ　ｍｙ　ｃｈｅｓｔ) But the heart break hole in my chest (ｃａｎ’ｔ　ｓｅｅ　ｉｔ) Can't see it (ｂｕｔ　ｉｔ’ｓ　ｈｅａｒｔ－ｓｈａｐｅｄ　ｂａｂｙ) but it's heart-shaped baby (ｐｏｕｒ　ｐａｉｎ　ｉｎ　ａ　ｃｈａｍｐａｇｎｅ　ｇｌａｓｓ) Pour pain in a champagne glass (ｓｅａｔ　ｂｅｌｔ　ｆｏｒ　ｍｙ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇｓ) Seat belt for my feelings (ｃａｕｓｅ　ｉ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｉｔ　ｗｏｎ’ｔ　ｌａｓｔ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｙｏｕ) Cause I know it won't last with you (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｏｋ) I'm not ok (ｅｘｃｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｃｒｅａｍｉｎｇ) Excuse the screaming (ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｔｈｏｕｇｈｔ　ｙｏｕ　ｎｅｅｄｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｋｎｏｗ) I just thought you needed to know (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｏｋ) I'm not ok (ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｙｏｕ　ｗｏｒｒｙ，) Don't you worry, (ｉ’ｖｅ　ｇｏｔ　ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ　ｉｎ　ｃｏｎｔｒｏｌ) I've got everything in control (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｏｋ) I'm not ok (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｅｒｖｏｕｓ，) I'm nervous, (ｓｔｒｕｇｇｌｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｐｅｒｆｅｃｔ) struggling to be perfect (ａｎｄ　ｔｈａｔ’ｓ　ｏｋ) And that's ok (ｉ’ｍ　ｈｕｒｔｉｎｇ，) I'm hurting, (ａｎｄ　ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ　ｇｏｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｎｅｒｖｅ　ｔｏ　ｓａｙ) and finally got the nerve to say (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｏｋ) I'm not ok (ｔｅｎ　ｍｉｌｅｓ　ｄｏｗｎ　ａ　ｗｉｎｄｉｎｇ　ｒｏａｄ) Ten miles down a winding road (ｔｉｎ－ｒｏｏｆ　ｒａｉｎｄｒｏｐｓ　ｔｈａｔ) Tin-roof raindrops that (ｒｅｍｉｎｄ　ｍｅ　ｏｆ　ｙｏｕ) remind me of you (ｆｏｕｒｔｅｅｎ　ｋａｒａｔ　ｓｏｌｉｄ　ｇｏｌｄ) Fourteen karat solid gold (ｔｅａｒｄｒｏｐｓ　ｉｎ　ｍｙ　ｃｏｆｆｅｅ) teardrops in my coffee (ｌｏｏｋ　ａｔ　ｗｈａｔ　ｙｏｕ　ｃｏｓｔ　ｍｅ) Look at what you cost me (ａｎｄ　ｉ　ｗｏｕｌｄ　ｌｅａｖｅ　ｉｔ) And I would leave it (ａｌｌ　ｉｎ　ａ　ｈｅａｒｔｂｅａｔ) all in a heartbeat (ｆｏｕｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｌｉｇｈｔｅｒ　ｔｈａｔ　ｙｏｕ) Found the lighter that you (ｌｅｆｔ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｃａｒ　ｓｅａｔ) left in the car seat (ｉ’ｍｍａ　ｓｅｔ　ｆｉｒｅ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｈｏｌｅ　ｔｈｉｎｇ) I'mma set fire to the whole thing (ｂｕｔ　ｉｔ　ｗｏｕｌｄｎ’ｔ　ｄｏ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｃａｕｓｅ) But it wouldn't do much cause (ｉ　ｗｏｎ’ｔ　ｂｅ　ｏｖｅｒ　ｙｏｕ) I won't be over you (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｏｋ) I'm not ok (ｅｘｃｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｃｒｅａｍｉｎｇ) Excuse the screaming (ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｔｈｏｕｇｈｔ　ｙｏｕ　ｎｅｅｄｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｋｎｏｗ) I just thought you needed to know (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｏｋ) I'm not ok (ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｙｏｕ　ｗｏｒｒｙ，) Don't you worry, (ｉ’ｖｅ　ｇｏｔ　ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ　ｉｎ　ｃｏｎｔｒｏｌ) I've got everything in control (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｏｋ) I'm not ok (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｅｒｖｏｕｓ，) I'm nervous, (ｓｔｒｕｇｇｌｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｐｅｒｆｅｃｔ) struggling to be perfect (ａｎｄ　ｔｈａｔ’ｓ　ｏｋ) And that's ok (ｉ’ｍ　ｈｕｒｔｉｎｇ，) I'm hurting, (ａｎｄ　ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ　ｇｏｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｎｅｒｖｅ　ｔｏ　ｓａｙ) and finally got the nerve to say (ｏｈ　ｏｈ　ｏｈ) Oh oh oh (ｏｈ　ｏｈ　ｏｈ) Oh oh oh (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｏ．．．) I'm not o... (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｏｋ) I'm not ok (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｏｋ) I'm not ok (ｅｘｃｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｃｒｅａｍｉｎｇ) Excuse the screaming (ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｔｈｏｕｇｈｔ　ｙｏｕ　ｎｅｅｄｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｋｎｏｗ) I just thought you needed to know (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｏｋ) I'm not ok (ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｙｏｕ　ｗｏｒｒｙ，) Don't you worry, (ｉ’ｖｅ　ｇｏｔ　ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ　ｉｎ　ｃｏｎｔｒｏｌ) I've got everything in control (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｏｋ) I'm not ok (ｉ’ｍ　ｎｅｒｖｏｕｓ，) I'm nervous, (ｓｔｒｕｇｇｌｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｐｅｒｆｅｃｔ) struggling to be perfect (ａｎｄ　ｔｈａｔ’ｓ　ｏｋ) And that's ok (ｉ’ｍ　ｈｕｒｔｉｎｇ，) I'm hurting, (ａｎｄ　ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ　ｇｏｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｎｅｒｖｅ　ｔｏ　ｓａｙ) and finally got the nerve to say