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(ｉｈａｖｅｎｔｂｅｅｎｍｙｓｅｌｆｌａｔｅｌｙ) I haven't been myself lately, (ｉｄｏｎｔｂｌａｍｅ) I don't blame (ｙｏｕｆｏｒｎｏｔｗａｎｔｉｎｇｔｏｓｔａｙ) you for not wanting to stay. (ｓａｙｉｎｇｔｈｉｎｇｓｔｈａｔｉｄｏｎｔｍｅａｎ) Saying things that I don't mean, (ｎｏｔｍｅａｎｉｎｇｗｈａｔｉｓａｙ) Not meaning what I say. (ｗｈｅｎｉｔｓｇｏｏｄｉｔｓｓｏｇｏｏｄ) When it's good, it's so good, (ｗｈｅｎｉｔｓｂａｄｉｔｓｓｏｂａｄ) When it's bad, it's SO BAD. (ｍａｙｂｅｉｒｅａｌｌｙｈａｖｅｇｏｎｅｍａｄ) "Maybe I REALLY have gone mad!" (ｗｈａｔａｍｉｓｕｐｐｏｓｅｄｔｏｓａｙ) What am I supposed to say, (ｗｈｅｎｉｅｎｄｕｐｄｒｉｖｉｎｇｅｖｅｒｙｏｎｅａｗａｙ) when I end up driving everyone away? (ｃａｕｓｅｉａｍｏｎｆｉｒｅ) Cause, I am on fire, (ａｃｒｙｉｎｇｂｕｒｎｉｎｇｌｉａｒ) A crying, burning liar, (ｓｅｅｉｎｇｎｏｔｈｉｎｇｎｏｔｈｉｎｇｂｕｔｍｙｓｅｌｆ) Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself, (ａｎｄｉｍｔｈｅｏｎｅｗｉｔｈｔｈｅｌｉｇｈｔｅｒ) And I'm the one with the lighter (ｅｖｅｒｙｉｎｃｈｏｆｍｅｉｓｃｈａｒｒｅｄ) Every inch of me is charred, (ｇｏｄｗｈａｔｈａｐｐｅｎｅｄｔｏｍｙｈｅａｒｔ) God, what happened to my heart? (ｉｍａｂｏｕｔｔｏｆａｌｌａｐａｒｔ) I'm about to fall apart, (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again (ａｎｄｙｏｕｒｅｎｅｖｅｒｃｏｍｉｎｇｂａｃｋ) And you're never coming back, (ａｎｄｉｍｎｏｔｏｋａｙｗｉｔｈｔｈａｔ) And I'm not okay with that, (ａｎｄｉｓｈｏｕｌｄｖｅｎｅｖｅｒｌｅｔ) and I should've never let (ｍｙｓｅｌｆｇｅｔａｔｔａｃｈｅｄ) myself get attached, (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again (ｗｈａｔｓｄｏｎｅｉｓｄｏｎｅ) What's done is done, (ａｎｄｎｏｔｈｉｎｇｓｇｏｎｎａｃｈａｎｇｅ) And nothing's gonna change. (ｉｓｈｏｕｌｄｂｅｍｏｖｉｎｇｏｎ) I should be moving on, (ｂｕｔｉｓｔｉｌｌｆｅｅｌｔｈｅｓａｍｅ) But I still feel the same. (ａｎｄｉｔｓｌｉｋｅｅｖｅｒｙｄａｙ) And it's like every day (ｉｓａｆｉｇｈｔｆｏｒｍｙｌｉｆｅ) is a fight for my life (ｔｏｇｅｔｓｏｍｅｓｅｌｆｃｏｎｔｒｏｌ) to get some self control, (ａｎｄｗｈｅｎｙｏｕｖｅｆｏｒｇｏｔｔｅｎｗｈｏｉａｍ) And when you've forgotten who I am, (ｉｔｊｕｓｔｆｅｅｌｓｉｔｊｕｓｔｆｅｅｌｓ) it just feels, it just feels.... (ｉｍｎｏｂｏｄｙａｔａｌｌ) I'm nobody at all. (ｉｆｏｕｎｄｍｙｓｅｌｆｈｉｔｔｉｎｇｔｈｅｇｒｏｕｎｄ) I found myself hitting the ground, (ｉｈｅｌｄｍｙｂｒｅａｔｈｉｎｃａｓｅｉ’ｄｄｒｏｗｎ) I held my breath in case I'd drown (ｉｓｈｏｕｌｄｈａｖｅｋｎｏｗｎ) I should have known, (ｉｔｗａｓｎｏｕｓｅｔｏｔｒｙａｎｄｒｕｎｆｒｏｍ) It was no use to try and run from (ｔｈｅｃｙｃｌｅｏｆａｂｕｓｅ) the cycle of abuse, (ｔｈｅｃｙｃｌｅｏｆａｂｕｓｅ) the cycle of abuse (ｉａｍｏｎｆｉｒｅ) I am on fire, (ａｃｒｙｉｎｇｂｕｒｎｉｎｇｌｉａｒ) A crying, burning liar, (ｓｅｅｉｎｇｎｏｔｈｉｎｇｎｏｔｈｉｎｇｂｕｔｍｙｓｅｌｆ) Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself, (ａｎｄｉｍｔｈｅｏｎｅｗｉｔｈｔｈｅｌｉｇｈｔｅｒ) And I'm the one with the lighter (ｅｖｅｒｙｉｎｃｈｏｆｍｅｉｓｃｈａｒｒｅｄｇｏｄ) Every inch of me is charred,God, (ｗｈａｔｈａｐｐｅｎｅｄｔｏｍｙｈｅａｒｔ) what happened to my heart? (ｉｍａｂｏｕｔｔｏｆａｌｌａｐａｒｔ) I'm about to fall apart, (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again (ａｎｄｙｏｕｒｅｎｅｖｅｒｃｏｍｉｎｇｂａｃｋ) And you're never coming back, (ａｎｄｉｍｎｏｔｏｋａｙｗｉｔｈｔｈａｔ) And I'm not okay with that, (ａｎｄｉｓｈｏｕｌｄｖｅｎｅｖｅｒｌｅｔｍｙｓｅｌｆｇｅｔ) and I should've never let myself get (ｅｖｅｒｙｉｎｃｈｏｆｍｅｉｓｃｈａｒｒｅｄ) Every inch of me is charred, (ｇｏｄｗｈａｔｈａｐｐｅｎｅｄｔｏｍｙｈｅａｒｔ) God, what happened to my heart? (ｉｍａｂｏｕｔｔｏｆａｌｌａｐａｒｔ) I'm about to fall apart, (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again (ａｎｄｙｏｕｒｅｎｅｖｅｒｃｏｍｉｎｇｂａｃｋ) And you're never coming back, (ａｎｄｉｍｎｏｔｏｋａｙｗｉｔｈｔｈａｔ) And I'm not okay with that, (ａｎｄｉｓｈｏｕｌｄｖｅｎｅｖｅｒｌｅｔ) and I should've never let (ｍｙｓｅｌｆｇｅｔａｔｔａｃｈｅｄ) myself get attached, (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again (ａｇａｉｎａｇａｉｎ) again, again